Lost password and no Access to email

Hello,
I sure hope someone can help me. I forgot my wordpress password for my site peterandme.com. I reset the password using the wordpress site, and was able to successfully have a ‘password reset’ email sent to my email. So far so good.

But here’s the rub: I though I had wordpress emails going to my Gmail account. But this is not the case.

I checked my cPanel site and there are no email there either.

The good news (I think) is that if I go into the scrip file (gmc.websitewelcome.com Secure WebDisk) via windows explorer, I see that my emails are in listed in the ‘mail’ folder under ‘new’. That is, I see that WordPress is sending me the re-set email requests.

The only trouble of course is that I can not access what these files say (when I click on the file Windows tells me it does not recognize the email).

Given this information, does anybody know how I can go about re-setting my WordPress username? Is there any way I can open the emails that I am seeing in the script file?

Thanks,
Peter